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May 17, 201319 min read

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Published: May 17, 2013

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1: Middle name - gail. urgh. I hate it.
2: Birthday - november 26. I hate my birthday too.
3: 3 Fears - oh god. um- I really have no clue |D forgetting people and/or being forgotten (although, in a way, it's inevitable), er-- mental instability, and... not living up to people's expectations
4: 3 things I love - IDK. KYOOT PPL. youtube. and-- SO MANY THINGS um-- good books. C|
5: 4 turns on - I don't know stahp doin this to me. um-- eyes, those little tiny habit things that you inadvertently do, how you talk, and-- shit um, sense of humor?
6: 4 turns off - BAD GRAMMAR. BAD SPELLING. BAD GRAMMAR. AND BAD SPELLING. like if it's not just for the lulz. that better fuckin count
7: My best friend - tiss / mel bell. u v u <3
8: sexual orientation - asexual. hetero/andromantic. my sexual orientation exists merely to confuse all of you.
9: My best first date - "best first" doesn't make sense to me. but I've never been on a legit date oop
10: How tall am I - *how short am I 5'5"-ish
11: What do I miss - don't even get me started on this. there's so much that I just let fly by and didn't appreciate, and I miss it all so damn much.
12: What time was I born - like 12:36 AM or somefin
13: Favourite color - purple
14: Do I have a crush - okay I go into denial about this a lot now so frankly idk
15: Favourite quote - OH GOD IDK
16: Favourite place - nycnycnycnycnyc. closer to me? the forest behind my house where I go to relax/calm down bcuz it's all nice and cool and foresty and there are giant vines and yeah. |3
17: Favourite food - I don't know y u do dis
18: Do I use sarcasm - oh, of course not. srs have you talked to me.
19: What am I listening to right now - sober. p!nk
20: First thing I notice in new person - probably body language/eyes e v e
21: Shoe size - 8 1/2-ish.
22: Eye color - poo brown. I mean brown. I don't like them.
23: Hair color - brownish?
24: Favourite style of clothing - like legit anything I can get my hands on. although I do like sort of goth/hipster-ish clothing. and scarves. and hats.
25: Ever done a prank call? - yes. |D I prank called the kid I had a crush on back in sixth grade, introduced myself as "Bob from Mario's" with the shittiest Italian accent ever, and proceeded to tell him that his order of a large anchovy pizza had been canceled.
27: Meaning behind my URL - this one? not really anything- Ralph Waldo Emerson is a person that we learned about in APUSH, and my teacher drowned us in quotes from him, and I just so happened to like the one on my profile, from which I got my username. my stock/main are both some form of "noman," which is a nickname I came up with at camp last year. I had a giant fluffy neon hat that I called the essence of noman, and it was my attempt to actually get people to recognize my existence for once. it worked. idea copyright noman no touch. - it's actually really ironic if you think about it. I like it.
28: Favourite movie - no don't make me do this.
29: Favourite song - whaT DID I JUST SAY?!
30: Favourite band - SCREECHES
31: How I feel right now - sorta meh-ish?
32: Someone I love - oh wow idk. all of u.
33: My current relationship status - single. #FOREVERALONE-- /shot/ jk I hate that.
34: My relationship with my parents - pretty okay, I'd say. better than some. my mom isn't exactly the mother figure I want/need, and my dad's old, sickly, and doesn't really talk to me that much, but they seem to care about me to an extent and they push/help me in school, which is a plus.
35: Favourite holiday - um-- |D;; idk. I can tell you my least favorite. valentine's day. and saint patrick's day. they've become pointless.
36: Tattoos and piercing i have - one earlobe piercing. that I keep forgetting about.
37: Tattoos and piercing i want - I don't really want a tattoo since it's permanent and not professional-looking and all, but I'd like to get my earlobes pierced again and maybe a couple of cartilage piercings. once I find earrings that I can leave in that I'm not allergic to.
38: The reason I joined dA roleplaying - first my friend from camp hassled me into making a dA two years ago, then I started talking to an England roleplaying account with my main, then mel bell and I finally made our first rp accounts. u v u
39: Do I and my last ex hate each other? - oh um. ehehehehe I sort of hide from exes so I've been ignoring his attempts at conversation esp. since most of our conversations before we broke up were just talking about how much we cared each other (which is again one reason why I broke up with him (I feel bad)) so idk really??
40: Do I ever get "good morning" or "good night " texts? - psh nah
41: Have I ever kissed the last person you texted? - ... no. let me change that. TISS QUICK SLOPPY MAKEOUTS-- /probably most likely shot/
42: When did I last hold hands? - I automatically think about camp last year, but-- at a reunion for said camp in DC. |3 we all linked hands and went skipping to a museum and scared a bunch of people because omg random teenagers.
43: How long does it take me to get ready in the morning? - somewhere between 30 and 45 minutes I think.
44: Have you shaved your legs in the past three days? - WAIT. no. YES. no. .... yes.
45: Where am I right now? - in the bathroom. don't judge I try to brush my teeth and do shit at the same time.
46: If I were drunk & can't stand, who's taking care of me? - probably whichever car just ran over me.
47: Do I like my music loud or at a reasonable level? - sort of reasonable.
48: Do I live with my Mom and Dad? - oui oui mon cher. ~3• ~<3 wut.
49: Am I excited for anything? - probably going to Cambridge for a different camp this summer. e v e
50: Do I have someone of the opposite sex I can tell everything to? - oh wow this just made me really nostalgic and sad ummmm... a year ago, I'd say "hell yes!" but now, I'm really not sure.
51: How often do I wear a fake smile? - oh wow, um... normally when I'm smiling, it's because I'm too busy talking/making myself laugh at something to think. or I just seem to piss off almost everybody if I'm not smiling. then again, I seem to piss off almost everybody whether or not I'm smiling. ........ so a lot, I guess.
52: When was the last time I hugged someone? - I don't remember suddenly. •_•
53: What if the last person I kissed was kissing someone else right in front of me? - I've never kissed anyone, but the person I've gotten closest to kissing did make a huge deal out of making out with his girlfriends in front of me. it was... bad. lots of tears.
54: Is there anyone I trust even though I should not? - seeing as I only really trust one person, probably not. tiss don't u fail me.
55: What is something I disliked about today? - being completely ignored by someone I thought was my friend. even though I ran down the hallway pretty much yelling her name. nope.
56: If I could meet anyone on this earth, who would it be? - oh um-- deadlox? kermitplaysminecraft? bbu? idk |D;;
57: What do I think about most? - I have no clue.
58: What's my strangest talent? - does being able to kick someone in the face count?
59: Do I have any strange phobias? - I'm terrified of stinkbugs. don't judge.
60: Do I prefer to be behind the camera or in front of it? - if I'm in cosplay, in front hell yeah. otherwise no.
61: What was the last lie I told? - if I did say, you'd all probably hate me.
62: Do I perfer talking on the phone or video chatting online - video chatting. e v e
63: Do I believe in ghosts? How about aliens? - ye. sorta. |D
64: Do I believe in magic? - sort of????
65: Do I believe in luck? - well I have really shitty luck-- I mean yes.
66: What's the weather like right now? - WAY. TOO. FUCKING. HOT. FOR. ME.
67: What was the last book I've read? - Le Petit Prince. u v u except not the French version yet.
68: Do I like the smell of gasoline? - do u like the smell of poop
69: Do I have any nicknames? - um-- a ton, I'll just list a few-- meega, mika, asian, noman, skias, and--
70: What was the worst injury I've ever had? - oh my. e - e probably either the time I ripped my chin open while skating or when I stupidly almost cut off the tip of my finger bcuz I got tired of kicking broken glass down the street and wanted to break it faster. I can still barely feel my finger.
71: Do I spend money or save it? - I have saving sprees during which I don't go anywhere then you put me near shops I like and bam. all gone.
72: Can I touch my nose with a tounge? - lolno
73: Is there anything pink 10 feet from me? - wow I just walked in front of a pink thing yes
74: Favourite animal? - idkkkkk
75: What was I doing last night at 12 AM? - rolling back and forth in my bed / writing in my diary / muffled sobbing
76: What do I think is Satan's last name is? - cage. /shot/
77: What's a song that always makes me happy when I hear it? - idk--
78: How can you win my heart? - I don't know. be what everyone else wasn't, care about me, show that, and somehow manage to get past my icy denial and shake my belief that I hate p much everyone?
79: What would I want to be written on my tombstone? - rice. /shot/ jk idk
80: What is my favorite word? - SQUAB. like legit. squab. best word ever.
81: My top 5 favorite accounts on deviantART - I'm gonna cheat. out of mine, I think that my favorite is either my-manifest-destiny, dreaming-im-alive, or the-new-censorship. out of others-- jfc um ladymalforma's accounts are just gorgeous. and rainbow-hazard's. and im-pee's.
82: If the whole world were listening to me right now, what would I say? - this is such a giant question, and such pressure to answer in a short amount of time. I could write a book about this, and since no one topic is the right topic, I'll refrain from responding.
83: Do I have any relatives in jail? - I don't think so?
84: I accidentally eat some radioactive vegetables. They were good, and what's even cooler is that they endow me with the super-power of my choice! What is that power? - oh my. either invisibility or mind reading.
85: What would be a question I'd be afraid to tell the truth on? - there's so many.
86: What is my current desktop picture? - hiddlesssssss. on my phone it's the icon on im-noman.
87: Had sex? - whoah man. you're talking to a loser that does her best to run away from people that try to talk to her. use some common sense.
88: Bought condoms? - look at 87
89: Gotten pregnant? - look at 87
90: Failed a class? - I'm Asian. no.
91: Kissed a boy? - antisocial loser.
92: Kissed a girl? - does tongue-tagging count?
93: Have I ever kissed somebody in the rain? - if I haven't kissed anybody, what makes you think I would've magically kissed someone in the rain?
94: Had a job? - ye. I tutor some not-so-bright elementary schoolers e v e
95: Left the house without my wallet? - ehehehe yup
96: Bullied someone on the internet? - oh my. I troll trolls to get them to stop/get in verbal arguments-- does that count? I hope not 'bully' sounds a lot worse than all of that.
97: Had sex in public? - DUDE.
98: Played on a sports team? - ehehe nope. well an ice skating production team--
99: Smoked weed? - no
100: Did drugs? - no
101: Smoked cigarettes? - no
102: Drank alcohol? - I'm underage I'd sure hope not. and the only alcohol I'm ever around is my dad's beer, and it smells gross when it's being made.
103: Am I a vegetarian/vegan? - my diet is filled with meat and dairy products. what do you think?
104: Been overweight? - I was obviously a fat baby. idk I may have been.
105: Been underweight? - I am sort of underweight now. |3
106: Been to a wedding? - nope.
107: Been on the computer for 5 hours straight? - nope.
108: Watched TV for 5 hours straight? - nope.
109: Been outside my home country? - yes. e v e I've been to China and Canada, and I'm going to Great Britain and France this summer.
110: Gotten my heart broken? - ._.
111: Been to a professional sports game? - lolnope.
112: Broken a bone? - I think I broke my collarbone or something when I was a newborn.
113: Cut myself? - ._.
114: Been to prom? - nope. I'm only gonna go my senior year. probably.
115: Been in airplane? - how do you think I got to China/Canada? yes.
116: Fly by helicopter? - no. but in elementary school some kids landed out front in a helicopter and we were all "whoooooah amazing" and they got in trouble--
117: What concerts have I been to? - do concert band concerts count
118: Had a crush on someone of the same sex? - do fancrushes count
119: Learned another language? - yes. why do you think I have random Chinese everywhere? Chinese and French.
120: Wore make up? - wow like all the time I don't have my glasses--
121: Lost my virginity before I was 18? - ._.
122: Had oral sex? - ._.
123: Dyed my hair? - I wanted to dye my hair black when I was in middle school. now I think after I grow it out I'm going to get either the under layer dyed red, a red streak, or replace red with purple.
124: Voted in a presidential election? - you havE NO FUCKING CLUE HOW MUCH I WANT TO
125: Rode in an ambulance? - no--
126: Had a surgery? - no--
127: Met someone famous? - um. : D obviously my great-aunt is a famous Chinese historian does that count?
128: Stalked someone on a social network? - ehehehehe-- yes oops : D
129: Peed outside? - when I was little.
130: Been fishing? - I have such an amusing story. want to hear about it? whatever, I'm telling it. in sixth grade, my friend was taking a walk and I saw her so I joined her. first thing that happened- we found a squirrel tail in my yard, stabbed it, and threw it into the forest. next, when we got to the park, we found random fishing wire and bait. then we proceeded to tie the wire to a stick and attempt to fish like that. then she stepped in a hole and got mud all over her foot. then we saw a dead bird, and we were going to put the bird in her dirty sock and leave it on this kid's doorstep. then we went back earlier this year and tried legit fishing, but all we really succeeded in doing was getting algae stuff caught on the hooks, laughing at its placement it looked like green pubes k, and texting a couple of freshmen in college and telling them to stop shaving in the pond. ._. I'm extremely productive.
131: Helped with charity? - yes! I think. I took some money from my mom when I was little and gave it to a guy playing a guitar does that count
132: Been rejected by a crush? - ._.
133: Broken a mirror? - idk? I think I may have once because I got really mad at something and chucked one into the back yard but I don't know where it went--
134: What do I want for birthday? - minecraft. or a masquerade mask. or cosplay stuff. or all of the above.
135: How many kids do I want and what will be their names? - I don't really want kids-- but my friend and I keep making jokes about weird names, so I said I'd name my kid "zzzqvjzxxqj" and when someone asks how you say their name it'll be like, "oh, it's pronounced Susan."
136: Was I named after anyone? - my grandmothers' names had a love child and that's my name.
137: Do I like my handwriting? - sorta??
138: What was my favourite toy as a child? - oh my-- it's hard to say. I know that starting in secon grade, it was this black and white fluffed dog that my friend helped me buy and name. she's called angel baby. and I still love her.
139: Favourite Tv Show? - oh my. doctor who. Sherlock. o - o
140: Where do I want to live when older? - dckckkdkckfkx probably nyc. or a suburb near nyc.
141: Play any musical instrument? - piano, clarinet, and (sort of) oboe. and marimba/xylophone/etc. sort of.
142: One of my scars, how did I get it? - the one on my finger- my friend and I were kicking a bottle down the street once after school and seeing who could break it, and I got tired of how long it was taking and picked it up and threw it. I sort of looked at her and said, "I think I'm bleeding." then I looked at my finger and there was blood gushing everywhere and we both said, "oh my god I'm/you're bleeding." it didn't hurt b/c it severed all of the nerves, but I had to get six stitches, there's a really awkward scar, and the tip of my finger doesn't have that much feeling. |D
143: Favourite pizza topping? - idkkkk
144: Am I afraid of the dark? - holy shit. sorta.
145: Am I afraid of heights? - not really.
146: Have I ever got caught sneaking out or doing anything bad? - well once my friend and I were trying to go outside at three in the morning but my dad was sleeping on the sofa and we didn't know and pointed a flashlight at his face and ran away because he woke up but he didn't know-- but yeah most of the times I got caught were because I was staying up really late with a friend |D
147: Have I ever tried my hardest and then gotten disappointed in the end? - because of my current English teacher's way of grading, constantly.
148: What I'm really bad at - oh um-- socializing. in informal settings. in person. and a lot of other things.
149: What my greatest achievments are - oh my-- getting to the finals room in states NHD three times, getting high scores in music test things, getting the scholarship for my camp, and keeping my unweighted GPA at 4.0 so far. and more but I'll leave it at that.
150: The meanest thing somebody has ever said to me - I don't really know because I turn most of people's insults into jokes/an insult directed at them--
151: What I'd do if I won in a lottery - probably-- invest. $ ‿ $
152: What do I like about myself - I'm not sure. maybe my sense of humor? although I don't think anyone finds me mildly funny most of the time. actually no-- what I like most about myself is the people/things I choose to like. I couldn't be happier about that part of me.
153: My closest deviantART friend - oh my-- probably ai, 'becca, or bbu--
154: Something I fantasise about - maybe finally getting someone to work hard to keep me happy. not sure.}